Joshua James Bernard

I remember your white ford truck, and how me and Candy used to beg you to come a pick up at school so that we could show off because all of our friends thought you were so cute. I remember when you used to act like you were shifting and it was an automatic (ha-ha). I remember Christmas at Uncle Carl's house when you took me and Candy down the road in your jeep and you slammed on the breaks all of a sudden and started screaming " Oh my gosh " anf you got out of the jeep and picked something up, (you scared the crap out of us), and put on the side of the road and you said " Whewww.. That was close and me and Candy just looked at you like you were crazy and you said"I almost ran over that ant" me and Candy couldnt stop laughing so you told us that if we wouldnt stop that you were going to make us get out and walk home...  It was so funny!!! I remember how you used to call me hand and you used to put your whole hand around my head and squeeze. I could say something sentimental right now but that just wouldnt be the way we roll... So i love you hand and I will meet up with you again one day. See ya lata Cuz!!  

I remember being at work one day and you, Travis, and Brad were riding around all afternoon, mud riding and drinking. And of course Travis blamed it on you and Brad that ya'll got him drunk on Budweiser. Well when I got home that evening I found ya'll stuck in the mud in my yard, in the back right corner ya'll decided to go mud riding there. Tried to get out with the tractor but that didn't work, so here comes Niggie, Alfred, and Carl but they couldn't get ya'll out either, and of course they got stuck to. After a few hours of playing, ya'll finally called David who got ya'll out. That was so much fun. Then me, Travis, you, and Jessica all when out that night and had a blast. I think about that EVERY time I go in my back yard and I sometimes feel that I see you back there, and you probably are. Travis and I miss you lots.

I was thinking of a July Fourth the first year you moved into your trailer.I drove up and you were sitting on the step.You, Jess,Leslie,Clyde and a few of your friends drinking a beer.I got down and drank a beer with you.You'll were just sitting around waiting to go see the fire works.Oh, how I wish you were here. I miss you so very much Josh. Only God knows the lonliness I feel in my heart everyday.I love you Josh --Love MOM --Happy Fourth of July in Heaven--I know you are always with us-2008

Josh,

 wow what can I say we had so many great memories together and the worst part is that we were headed for so many more. I know you are my sole mate and we should have been married and have kids together, but God changed those plans for us when he took you home and left me here. I have a beautiful son and that is the ONLY purpose I feel I have in life. I will never be happy again until we are together I have tried and now I know nobody can or will ever take your place. I ask myself everyday what I did to deserve the life that I live but I truly dont know all I can do is hope you can lead me on the path that I need to be on. I love you and miss you so much Josh if it had not been for my baby I would wish everyday to be with you, but I know that day will come. Please stay near me.

Meet you in my dreams

With love always

Jessica

Josh,

All of my memories with you are wonderful.  I am so glad that we were so close, I just wish that we would have been able to have alot more years together here on earth.  I know that we will all be together again one day and I can't wait to see you again.  Thank you for being the best baby brother anyone could ever ask for.  I miss you and I love you so much!!