Joshua James Bernard

                                           

 

                                              Wishing You Were Here with your Loved Ones.

In Christian tradition All Saint's  Day is a feast day celebrated on 1st November. All Souls' Day, 2nd November, is a time to pray for departed souls. Especially in this period, we remember our departed, visit the graves , leave flowers, light the candles and pray… For all our angels I will light a candle and say a little prayer.

A LOST, A LOVE, MY HEART....HOW CAN I GO ON....THE SADNESS TO WAKE TO....THE LONELINESS TO GO ON....
IS IT FAIR, THAT I SHOULD HAVE SUCH A LOSS, OR IS IT JUST WHAT IT WAS MEANT TO BE......
I LIE AWAKE, CAN'T SLEEP, I WAKE AT 3 EVERY MORNING; SOMETIMES, I JUST DONT EVEN GO TO SLEEP....
MY HEART ACHES, I'M LONELY; I AM MISSING MY PRECIOUS......BABY.......

HOW CAN YOU MEND A HEART, THAT CAN'T BE MENDED.....I HAVE TO GO ON, I KNOW I DO, I HAVE A LOT TO LIVE FOR....
AND MUCH FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO GO ON FOR....I KNOW THEY ARE ALL THERE TO SUPPORT ME AND CHEER ME UP....
AND THEY TRY TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME, BUT, NO MATTER HOW MUCH ANYONE TRIES...AND I DO APPRECIATE EVERYTHING
THEY DO FOR ME....BUT NOTHING MAKES IT EASIER....NOT WHEN YOU LOSE A GOD GIVING GIFT SUCH AS MY JOSH, MY .....BABY....

THE MEMORIES ARE WONDERFUL, AS WE REMINISE, WE LAUGH WITH JOY AS THOU JOSH IS HERE WITH US; AND THEN THE
DAY COME'S TO AN END AND REALIZATION SET'S BACK IN, ONCE AGAIN.  HE'S NOT HERE, AND THE MISSING BEGINS ALL OVER AGAIN...
BUT, AT THAT TIME THE MEMORIES, WERE A MUST AND A MOST NEEDED BLESSING..,,,

I PLANT FLOWER'S, TREE'S, IN MEMORY OF HIM, I LIGHT CANDLE'S FOR THE SICK AND FOR THOSE THAT HAVE LOST LOVED ONE'S AS I HAVE.....

PEOPLE SAY I CAN JUST IMAGAINE HOW YOU ARE FEELING; WHAT YOU ARE GOING THRU;....BUT THIS KIND OF PAIN, I HOPE NO ONE EVER HAS TO GO THRU THIS, IT'S NOT A PAIN OF A LOSS OF A PARENT, OR A GRAND PARENT, OR A HUSBAND.. AND BELIEVE ME TO LOSE A SPOUSE IS NOT EASY, MY SISTER IS GOING THRU THAT NOW...BUT A CHILD, IS AN UNEXPLAINABLE LOSS.  WHEN A CHILD IS BORN RIGHT THEN AND THERE; THERE IS A BOND BETWEEN THE CHILD AND MOTHER AND IT NEVER ENDS, IT JUST GETS STRONGER AS MY SON JOSH AND I HAD; AND JUST AS I HAVE WITH MY OTHER SON AND MY DAUGHTER AND MY GRAND CHILDREN....

MY OTHER TWO CHILDREN ARE MY TREASURE'S AND MY LIFE.... AND THEY TO ARE RICHLY BLESSED; WITH BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN OF THEIR OWN; WHICH MAKES ME EVEN MORE BLESSED WITH MY GRAND CHILDREN.....

YOU KEEP BUSY, YOU HAVE A SMILE ON YOUR FACE, YOU SHOW GOOD COMPANY, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS; THEN YOU GO HOME; YOU THINK, SIT AND CRY, CAUSE IT'S SO HARD TO PUT ON THAT SHOW, BUT, BECAUSE OF YOUR FAMILY AND FRIEND'S ', YOU DO IT.  
ONCE BY MYSELF,TEAR'S JUST FLOW DOWN MY FACE LIKE WATER. EVERYONE IS A SLEEP, I AM SITTING ALONE; ALONE, A TIME I NEED FOR MYSELF AND MY SWEET PRECIOUS ..... BABY.....

WHEN YOU LOSE A CHILD, AS I HAVE LOST MY SON; YOUR LIFE IS NEVER EVER THE SAME.  iT'S A NEVER-ENDING DYING ACHE INSIDE YOU; AND YOU WAIT, WAIT FOR THE DAY TO BE TOGETHER, ONCE AGAIN.... ME AND MY SWEET SWEET BABY.......

IN MEMORY OF SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL TO ALL AND A MOTHER THAT HAS A HEART OF LOVE THAT EVERY CHILD WOULD WANT TO HAVE WITH AND FROM THEIR MOTHER...

MARY AND JOSHUA BERNARD, WWWOOOOWWW..... WHAT A BLESSING IN ITSELF....... I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH  PAM